It was a Thursday and I had just finished up a tennis match and was leaving the park to head home. My agency called and I just assumed as always they were going to tell me what documents we needed to update or something. I was floored when I was told that we were matched with a little 10 month old girl!! After declining one referral already, I was extremely cautious and trying not to get my hopes up. Very shortly after arriving home I had an email waiting, containing 2 pictures that would change our lives forever. Even with all the blue dots on her face, I thought she was adorable and wanted to scoop her right up out of that playpen she was in........she was holding onto the rails, staring right at me from across the ocean. Never could I have imagined that one year later she is probably still in that same playpen for a huge part of her day. Its so hard to think about that and can only hope that we are finally able to scoop her out of there for good very shortly.
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Oh Shelly I just feel so awful for you. Hopefully after the meeting on June 14-16 the agreement will be signed and you'll get your court date. I think the only reason we are moving along is because this is our first trip so regardless we have to wait 2-4 months for court date. We are finishing up our 2nd dossier and sending it before our first trip so hopefully this will move things along. That is what we hope for at least. I still have a lot of fears. we are so afraid she'll get adopted by a Russian family and that we would have to start over. After we come back from the first trip I am going to make the room gender neutral just in case and also we are not doing a baby shower until she is here with us. I would be so heart broken so we are taking it easy at least trying because we are so in LOVE with her already. I pray that you'll hear good news soon . You definitely have waited long ENOUGH...Sending you hugs and good thoughts!!!!!!
Unbelievable!!! Your little miss deserves a home RIGHT NOW. I have no idea how you have kept going for this long. You are a strong woman!
Good thoughts being sent your way and hoping to hear great news about a court date very very soon!!
Shelly, I can't believe it's been a year. Please stay strong and positive....it will happen. I'm praying for you all...hopefully some good news will come next week or soon thereafter.
I, just have a feeling you will find out something very soon. Please, hang in there!!!!!! ((((((( hugs ))))))))
I am one of your UK followers and everytime I access your blog I get really excited for you when I see another post. I then get deflated when it isn't the one everyone is waiting for, so I am in awe with the amount of patience you are having to muster up. You are in my prayers.
It's truly unbelievable to me. I keep fighting the urge to ask for your agency's number because I want to call and rail on them. I have to believe it is playing out this way for a reason and that it will all make sense. BUT, I know that doesn't help ease your pain right now one little bit. You're always in my thoughts.
Shelly, what a long journey you are on. In the end, you will have your little girl, I will send up prayers for you and her! you have shown us a lot about being steadfast in your life. Sally
I continue to check on you and pray for the lil princess' homecoming. She needs you, and I'm witnessing the unstoppable love of a mother in you right now.
I think of you guys often and pray each time. Stay strong, this will happen. I know not what you want to hear. We are here for you.
Joy
I can not believe that it has been a year. That is so hard to wrap my head around. Continue to stay strong . Your determination is truly inspiring!
Soon she will be home!
Nicole
I hope there is some good news soon. I'm thinking of you!
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